Been sick, story

I finally have the energy to write this. I’m finally coherent enough so listen up. During filming of First Steps, product. I got super sick. Worst flu. Even my roommate caught it went to the hospital. I never experienced such bad flu in my life. I nearly died. 22 hours sleeping after I filmed the product.

New few days I kept throwing up, so I nearly starved to death. I tried to go to a local no frills then it closes. 3 days no food. I was super sick. I finally crawled to a local burger king and chicken nuggets kept me alive.

Later I had the worst stomache flu. I couldn’t even shit solid food, all diarrhea. I never digested a full meal. I kept bleeding even until now.

My dad said fuck this, i’m taking you to the emergency room.

Turns out I was okay. But now sleeping at my parents place to recouperate

Along the way as i’m so sick. I noticed a lot of value taking scumbags because I posted how people automatically thinks its okay to ask how to text a girl this. Or give me this video that, or enable my course this. It was annoying. You realized most of these guys who are your students. Some got laid too and in your testimonials.

It wasn’t until I showed them hospital pics they backed off. One kept saying it was a dentist. I told him to get the fuck out of my site.

See u in a few days. If you have coaching enquiries, you can still email me. Otherwise, let me rest.

I’ve been though more pain in one week then my entire life. I lost all body fat, i’m keto now. No fat anywhere, it


Update, don’t know how long I have slept. But the bleeding never stopped. It smells like a period blood. Now I know where it gets its smell. Blood smells like that inside a cavity in the body. Its unpleasant. I usually just am awake one hour a day like now before the count down knocks me out for another 12 hours of sleep.

The coin laundry system is bullshit in Vancouver. I can’t find any stores with it. Its a stupid system. I depended on my undependable roommate who doesn’t get anything done for weeks. I have no clothing plus this problem. Whoever invented this dumb system where you need a card. But you can’t fill the value online should be kicked in the balls.

Its weird my thinking is still sharp. I still get things as I always do. But, I can’t execute it at all for very long before I need to pass out. As my students or people keeps asking me for free advice and free shit. What fucking assholes. Honestly, how much of a vampire are you? in the future i’m going to stop responding to these parasites. Unless on my own time. The faster you respond the more free shit they demand. They even pretend to give a shit about, that’s the insulting thing.

You don’t know me, unless you taken a bootcamp with me. One did, still demands a free online course. Until I showed him the hospital pics. I’m not going to reply to random shit.

YOUR EMERGENCY IS NOT MY PRIORITY.

I hope this isn’t colon cancer. The loss of weight and the getting tired is consistent. Same with the excess blood. When I get over this. I’m going to make major changes to my life. If I have another chance. I have so much I still want to accomplish. I’m so far away from my goals to help the world.

 

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Here is a very important video on those asking me for help, free advice. This entitled mentality. Like someone in the comments that said, your students some of them are like vultures. Offer some value before you go ask for free advice on what to text the girl. Or ask a million non stop questions. Or enable my product. Ask yourself, are you a vampire douche fuck vulture? What the fuck is wrong with you? no wonder you are not getting ahead in life. Its only when i’m sick, these people realized they are vulturing.


Update again, finally woke up but not sure how long. I read more on this problem and it seems if I bleed, that has red blood cells which carries oxygen. Its why I am getting so tired. I now can crap more solid stuff finally. Its a small improvement. I’m bleeding less.

I realized you don’t have to panic and push. Also, drink tons of water and get fiber. Sometimes your lifestyle can catch up to you. Chew well too, just don’t push. I’m lucky I have a place to rest at, my home. How much my dad does love me and tries his best to take care of me. I always thought they hated me. But my mom is annoying. She does nothing for my life. Just annoys it. Turns out all these years my dad was on my side. Even if he was very mentally abusive. He didn’t know how to show he cared. For me I have a strong support system. If I had to depend on a normal job, with this problem and living from paycheck to paycheck. I would of been screwed.

Its called H1N1. Lots of people died already or got hospitalized from it. I guess i’m one of them. https://www.huffingtonpost.ca/2019/01/08/peak-flu-season_a_23637559/

-John Wayne

How to fix most of your problems in a short time

I didn’t say it will fix it long term. I’m going to give you one of the best pieces of advice I ever though of. It will last 3 days, then you will fuck it up due to bad habits, sounds good?

Higher self, lower self. Higher self in every fucking category for a few days.

Lets say you need to do some shit. But some stuff are more important than others. Lower self, act busy doing stupid fucking task for 100 hour work weeks. Which business is a form of laziness.  That’s the lower self for poor people. Smart people only work on one thing at a time and the things that makes the most money. So they can immerse themselves in it.

You can eat unhealthy, got to Mcdonalds. Afterall, the food is appetizing and good enough for you. You don’t have time to grab something healthy far away. I mean RSD is like Mcdonalds too, or their funnel, value ladder. Its healthy right? Wrong morons, this will ruin your life…..too late.

That’s the lower self thinking.

You watch a Wayne 30 videos so your brain can make adjustments to improve your social skills. Or you can just keep watching other companies stupid advice videos of white dating coaches equilvent to junk food.

The high road or higher self is to master these aspects white people compensate with using higher SMV and vibbing it more.

Lower self, you decided to work more, in your dead end job

Higher self, you start focusing on putting your money to get your skills up as high as possible. Skills that can make you over $10,000 usd a month. Which will make you 6 figures a year.

Lower self, not exercise

higher self exercise

lower self, lets dress like shit because RSD and simple fakeup said looks don’t matter.

Higher self, use it to boost your self esteem and mental edge because you have some type of self esteem

Get it? If you did that in every category you solved all your for 3 days. Then the cracks will show. You will revert back to your old ways and fuck it up.

See life is all about habits. Your lower self won’t even try this exercise. Your lower self…will be offended.

This book didn’t help me before. Maybe the lessons weren’t easy to implement. But they are onto something big. Excellence is a habit. I stopped working out 2 weeks ago.

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Don’t you see. You need the billionaire mindset strategies. You need the best strategies in the world of you have Mcdonalds strategy. Or junk food white dating coaches strategies. Or the guys who can’t even make 6 figure strategies telling you how to run game.

Lets be real here, white dating coaches tells you this or that, gets their number close infields. Maybe they say they have a pull where they don’t and end it in the middle of an instadate clip. Everything is a pull. Then they go online and cash in their SMV on girls who are 5/10 or 6/10 or equal to their looks. Then teach you more bullshit.

See the source imageDo you fucking get it now? Its daily that gets results. Its about consistency of good habits. Of bad habits, well, you know what happens. You know because for those who are minorities without muscles trying to use it for daygame. You just get more and more frustrated. Sure you have great mindsets, looks don’t matter, its limiting beliefs. But you are applying the 5 figure minset, not the billionaire mindset.

I know you are not a doer. You will just read and mentally masturbate. But try the 3 day challenge and see the difference.

-John Wayne